What Are You Afraid Of, Little Bear?

(Breathe Me - Sia)
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me.

Lyrics are grand, lyrics are good, they are saving, they are shattering, they are marvelous, they are sobbing. Release your soul and you will be free; but what is free? You can never be free from fear. Fear of the unknown, heights, death, losing, the night. What are you afraid of, little bear? What scares you until you're shaking with tears streaming down your face wishing it would all just stop?

I Wish I Could Surrender My Soul

Tears and Rain - James Blunt
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and Rain.
Tears and Rain.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

To Be Or Not To Be?

I biked three miles today.

Do you know how LONG that is to me?! I am so not fit, it's not even funny. First thing I did after the three miles ended? Groaned. After that I went to a friend's and discovered the awesomeness of pound cake and black cherry flavored Fresca. :) Another day in the exciting--- Crap. I left my Gameboy on. Okay, it's off now. Got a Klondike bar on my way back :P
ALSO! So, way back when I went into a Christian bookstore with one of my friends to see the store's purity rings, and they also had books, so I took a picture of a cover of a book that looked interesting. Very recently I edited the photo to get the awesomeness that is this:
Yeah, I'mma nerd. But I LIKE it :)


Bye-bye for now, mes petits amis!(my little friends)

Back So Soon?

Well, I was bored.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GrpSjXo6ah0
It's in my favorite sites now. I absolutely love this song. It's... indescribable!

Oh, I also like the song You're Beautiful by James Blunt, but you don't get a link to that. Wanna know why? Cuz I don't wanna. So you gett.... THIS song :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2hPTtiy76c
Bye-bye for now.